Well, today was a generally bad day. Nothing really got resolved between Scott and I last night, so I basically spent the entire day feeling miserable. I know that he's feeling miserable too, but I wasn't able to feel too terribly sorry for him most of the time.

Tonight, Scott and I had another big talk and I think we both ended up feeling better about things. I still don't really trust that he's not going to break his promises again, but we at least got everything out on the table. I told him that I actually went from really looking forward to seeing him to feeling like I didn't want to be around him - that really hit him hard. I felt horrible, but it was the truth and I thought that he should know it. I'm really hoping that we can get back to normal again soon and that this can just be a faded memory.